My "2012"

Know how ppl are saying 2012 is coming soon!



It's really gonna happen this time! * pfffftttt, yea like I've never heard that one before! *



My personal "2012" is coming on the 2nd December 2009




The " 2012 " also means my FINALS!



I finished my trials today and boy am I glad it's my TRIALS and not FINALS



I still have time to buck up for my upcoming papers :D * yay for me! means plenty of time to practice and study! *



At the same time, I don't want to see my marks for trials cause I know I didn't do it properly and I wasn't serious bout the exams at all! *



Guess ppl like me need to go for a try out just to know how it'll turn out cause if it was final.. Only one word could sum it up * I think you know where I'm heading to *




Yes, yes you've guessed it! It's " FAIL "





So I'm thankful that it's only Trials but at the same time it kind of hurts to see my results :'(




So it's time to pull my socks up!!











Being RANDOM!!


(Conversation with the brain) * Think military *




Me (Sargent) : What's your target lieutenant??!!!


Brain : V.H.P with congrats ma'am * shivers *


Me : I can't hear you!! * to the face* What's your target??!!!


Brain : V.H.P WITH CONGRATS MA'AM!!


Me : GOOD! Now you can have a rest then start studying! You got me??!!!


Brain : Yes Ma'am! * runs away *




















ps/ think I took the wrong course :( not good!!

Seriously wrong..

Trials starts tomorrow



And I'm sitting down watching the CSI Sunday Marathon!



What's wrong with me???!! Why do I feel so demotivated??



Just yesterday I was reading my notes on Ayam Belanda * that's Turkey in Malay, tho it's referring to the chicken Turkey not country! *



I fell asleep! ASLEEP!!!! * damn the cabai man! *



Tho I'm not sure if you call it sleeping when you're brain is running through the notes that you've just read!



When I went out with my parents, my brain was practically scanning through the notes I've read for the past few days and when I'm at home reading it..



Nothing is going into my brain! Nothing!! * with the hand gesture and the Indian accent! Think Russell Peters *





There's something wrong with me.. Seriously...

Numb

Exams are really near!



I somewhat feel NUMB! * no wait, actually I don't know what I'm feeling really.. *




Feeling rather confused * aiyo! what's new la budak?? what's new?? you're always confused!! ish, you can't seem to make yourself NOT confused for once! *




Usually I'll be panicking and staying up trying to study till the weeee hours!




Lately I've been sleeping early, stress free and relax * feels like I'm on a holiday at the beach! ;)*




I don't even feel worried bout the exams but.......




I'm worried bout the fact that I'm not worried bout my exams at all * get me?? *




Is it normal to feel that way?? * please please say yes!!!! so that I won't feel soo bad *

Peekaboo!

Sarah Jean Gan was born on the 16th November 2009 at Assunta Hospital at the time 2135

She weights 3.455 kg

I can't wait to see you again!

Lots of Love! * kisses *

Can't wait to see you!

There' ll be an additional baby girl to the Gan Family soon! * woot woot *



1. Still can't believe my brother will be a dad * please don't teach her how to play computer games and please send her for ballet class. k k?? ok agreed! XD*


2. Still can't believe my parents will be GRANDPARENTS * LMAO! I'll like to see what they'll do! *


3. Can't believe my sister and I would be AUNTS * yea la, I know we have nephews and nieces but it's different?? LOL bongoknya!! *


4. I can't wait to manjakan you! * that's what aunts do right right??? *


5. I can't believe I'm having exams soon * so not relevant but yea just wanted to say it :( *



I shall see you tomorrow!! * that's if you plan on coming out tommorow! *

















ps/ do come out already, you're making your mother very uncomfortable * LMAO *

Start Your Engines!!

I have to start studying ASAP!


Been trying to get my brain to start its engine * so far no luck! *


The motivation to start studying hasn't kicked in yet! * sobs sobs *


Trials in 2 weeks and finals are in 3 weeks


So baby, please work with your mama! * you'll get a very long break after the exams *



Don't fail me yea * pets head.. cheh I'm talking to the brain as if it's alive of something.. think I'm officially crazy *



I think!! * ROFLMAO *











ps/ you need to work extra hard, want to maintain my grades!

Read my mind???

Parents left for Genting in the morning * why Genting??? *

Before they left Mum came to the room told me the usual stuffs

I was thinking like " I could grab some food or prob drop by One Utama to meet some friends"

Then she said " DON'T YOU EVER TAKE THE CAR OUT TO GO ANYWHERE "

* damn it! as if she was reading my mind or prob my face just gave it away! must be the stupid grin*

She even made me promise her!!! * aiyo, how can my own mum not trust me?? I'm her daughter, I've been a very good girl (bats eyelashes) LMAO perasan gile!! *

So I guess I'm stuck at home * not that I mind, home or rather my room is my favourite spot! *

ps/ I have to start studying! Trials in 2 weeks Finals in 3 weeks! * boo hoo *

This Is It

I don't remember when was the first time I heard Michael Jacksons' song

When my sister brought the Michael Jackson's tape * tapes were much cheaper I suppose?? * Black or White was the first song I listened to.. I think??

I remember how I would watch his videos over and over just so I could see how he danced.. I'm always amazed by the turns that he does and I've tried doing it but failed miserably * not as talented as him ma.. or maybe I was just doing it wrongly?? *

As time goes by, there were more and more upcoming singers and I think people started forgetting bout him or rather people started making fun of him, the press even calls him " Wacko Jacko " * I know I make fun of people from time to time but making fun of this man who was super talented was just wrong.. well at least to me *

So when I heard he had passed away via Msn, I was shocked! I ran downstairs to turn the tv on just so I could watch the news on E News! You see all programs on E News and even on CNN, they had a special program dedicated to him and they showed people gathering in front of his house. Some or Most of them were crying hysterically.

While watching that, I said to myself " When the person has passed away, NOW you talked about how great and talented he is but when he was still alive, YOU PEOPLE WERE MAKING FUN OF HIM " * Human behavior are hard to understand as we tend to contradict most of the time* I think if you truly appreciate someone you wouldn't make fun of that person..
* fine, I'll admit that I do make fun of ppl whom I appreciate but then my friends would understand that I was just teasing and vice versa *



Anyways, I watched This Is It yesterday with my classmates. I was still amazed with his dance moves and deep down I was singing to his songs * didn't want to sing out loud... later hit the wrong note habis, later everyone in the cinema look at me... memalukan je hahahahaah * :D



The only prob I had with the show was the song " Man in the mirror " at the end wasn't LONG enough! I <3>



Back to the topic, if the concert were to go on it would have been a GREAT one! I wouldn't miss it for the world * cheh, I stay damn far leh.. the concert is at London * XD












ps/ wouldn't mind watching it again :)



pps/ this post was done yesterday but it wasn't completed.. since I'm at the library now watching " The Incredible " and there's a computer here.. Might as well finish it * wink wink *

The Inconvenient truth indeed

I've watched The Inconvenient Truth by Al Gore quite sometime ago

I decided to watch was because it looked interesting on how the Former Vice President of the United States educate the " non educated ones " about global warming

Now, I do not mean his documentary is solely for the non educated ones. The reason why I used " non educated ones " is simply because in my opinion I find that even a well educated person can behave rather idiotic. And I've come across many idiotic who live rather nearby * you know who you are! * ;)

Moving back to the topic, I remember watching the documentary and falling asleep! Could you really blame me?? LOL The only part I recall was the part where he shows the ice in the Antarctica melting and covering the whole earth and also something to do with the greenhouse effect

Little did I know that I would have to watch it again to do the assignment given by my lecturer! * screams * I'm so damn malas to do it but then if I don't do it.. there is a possibility that I'll prob get kicked out from class?? but then again I'm sure there'll be more than one who wouldn't do it anyways * wink wink *

In my opinion, I think there is no way where we humans are actually able to reduce the greenhouse effect really. It was us humans who created the air - con to use during the hot weather, created cars or even airplanes as a mode of transport to get from one place to another, the refrigerator to store your groceries so your vegetables/ fruits/ drinks will always be fresh and chilled. * that's my idea of a refrigerator *

Imagine taking all those away, could we humans really survive?? The only thing we could do is to try our best to reduce the consumption.

You think you could do that??

I try my best to but there are just somethings that just can't be void

Watch The Inconvenient Truth here

ps/ The explanation of the global warming is somewhat interesting.. tho it reminds me of the Simpsons somehow.. Like the part where he said " solving the problem once and for all! " when the lil girl tried to ask him more questions! * reminds me of someone * ;)

The worse has yet to come

Was in french class and we were all doing the listening section first followed by the oral section

Listening part :

There were 3 sections asking on the scenario at the train station. Each section the lecturer would play the audio 3 times.The first two section were quite alright as the audio wasn't that hard to listen to. I thought to myself " I could actually get full marks for this! It's so easy! "

The 3rd section was fcuking tough! There were a lot of numbers that were mentioned and it's not easy to picked it up as they were talking super fast! Everyone's face in the classroom were like " WTF??!!! I didn't get it!! " So she played it for the second round. This time everyone still couldn't get it and I could still see some " WTF??!! " faces around the class.

After the 3rd round, I think everyone was practically upset because that section alone is 5 marks. That 5 marks means ALOT if you do not do well in your oral because your listening part will help you pull your marks up!

Now the oral part :

There were 24 pupils in the class and there's no way she could finish it by today, so she had to split! Me and Tiara were praying * or rather me * that the hotel students would go first as they were the bigger group! When she called my name , Tiara , Timothy and a few from the Tourism group; I nearly wanted to die as I wasn't prepared for it yet!

So I continued praying that Andrew would go first cause if it wasn't him it'll be ME!!!! I was praying really hard then she called my name " Adeline! " Tiara and Timothy were laughing and all I could say was " Masa untuk mati! means Time to die " I was so fcuking nervous and all the things I've remembered for my introduction were gone! It was practically shut somewhere when I saw the questions that I'd chosen and I couldn't find the key to unlock that damn door!

After the whole session, she gave some tips on which area to improve and what not to do in the exam! First thing she said to me was "I told you before, no ENGLISH!" At that moment I wasn't sure should I just tell her that I didn't know the words to it, just nod my head or just play dumb?? I went with the second option.

" I know you can speak French, just need to be more confident! " was the next thing she said to me. I was flattered that she acknowledge that I could speak French but at the same time was disappointed with myself as I knew I could have done better in the confident area!

I'm still trying to work on that as at certain times I can be intimidated by my juries or lecturers * well actually it depends on which subjects and French isn't one of those subs *

So basically, I have a lot to work on for FRENCH in order to score!

I used to tell Timothy that you can't stay in Basic French forever, it's good to learn more than what we have already learned, as he's always saying " I hate this, I hate this, I hate this.. I want to go back to Basic French"

Now, I wish I was back to Basic French where it was far more easier *at my time, not too sure if they have change the format* and more interesting.. maybe it was because of the lecturer and the classes that the Tourism students combined with.

Maybe just Maybe....

Enough bout French! Need to study for my Technical Case Studies! * sigh *

ps/ I think I lead a very sad student life! prob because I took the wrong course....... I think