Seriously wrong..

Trials starts tomorrow



And I'm sitting down watching the CSI Sunday Marathon!



What's wrong with me???!! Why do I feel so demotivated??



Just yesterday I was reading my notes on Ayam Belanda * that's Turkey in Malay, tho it's referring to the chicken Turkey not country! *



I fell asleep! ASLEEP!!!! * damn the cabai man! *



Tho I'm not sure if you call it sleeping when you're brain is running through the notes that you've just read!



When I went out with my parents, my brain was practically scanning through the notes I've read for the past few days and when I'm at home reading it..



Nothing is going into my brain! Nothing!! * with the hand gesture and the Indian accent! Think Russell Peters *





There's something wrong with me.. Seriously...

Numb

Exams are really near!



I somewhat feel NUMB! * no wait, actually I don't know what I'm feeling really.. *




Feeling rather confused * aiyo! what's new la budak?? what's new?? you're always confused!! ish, you can't seem to make yourself NOT confused for once! *




Usually I'll be panicking and staying up trying to study till the weeee hours!




Lately I've been sleeping early, stress free and relax * feels like I'm on a holiday at the beach! ;)*




I don't even feel worried bout the exams but.......




I'm worried bout the fact that I'm not worried bout my exams at all * get me?? *




Is it normal to feel that way?? * please please say yes!!!! so that I won't feel soo bad *

Peekaboo!

Sarah Jean Gan was born on the 16th November 2009 at Assunta Hospital at the time 2135

She weights 3.455 kg

I can't wait to see you again!

Lots of Love! * kisses *

Can't wait to see you!

There' ll be an additional baby girl to the Gan Family soon! * woot woot *



1. Still can't believe my brother will be a dad * please don't teach her how to play computer games and please send her for ballet class. k k?? ok agreed! XD*


2. Still can't believe my parents will be GRANDPARENTS * LMAO! I'll like to see what they'll do! *


3. Can't believe my sister and I would be AUNTS * yea la, I know we have nephews and nieces but it's different?? LOL bongoknya!! *


4. I can't wait to manjakan you! * that's what aunts do right right??? *


5. I can't believe I'm having exams soon * so not relevant but yea just wanted to say it :( *



I shall see you tomorrow!! * that's if you plan on coming out tommorow! *

















ps/ do come out already, you're making your mother very uncomfortable * LMAO *

Start Your Engines!!

I have to start studying ASAP!


Been trying to get my brain to start its engine * so far no luck! *


The motivation to start studying hasn't kicked in yet! * sobs sobs *


Trials in 2 weeks and finals are in 3 weeks


So baby, please work with your mama! * you'll get a very long break after the exams *



Don't fail me yea * pets head.. cheh I'm talking to the brain as if it's alive of something.. think I'm officially crazy *



I think!! * ROFLMAO *











ps/ you need to work extra hard, want to maintain my grades!

Read my mind???

Parents left for Genting in the morning * why Genting??? *

Before they left Mum came to the room told me the usual stuffs

I was thinking like " I could grab some food or prob drop by One Utama to meet some friends"

Then she said " DON'T YOU EVER TAKE THE CAR OUT TO GO ANYWHERE "

* damn it! as if she was reading my mind or prob my face just gave it away! must be the stupid grin*

She even made me promise her!!! * aiyo, how can my own mum not trust me?? I'm her daughter, I've been a very good girl (bats eyelashes) LMAO perasan gile!! *

So I guess I'm stuck at home * not that I mind, home or rather my room is my favourite spot! *

ps/ I have to start studying! Trials in 2 weeks Finals in 3 weeks! * boo hoo *

This Is It

I don't remember when was the first time I heard Michael Jacksons' song

When my sister brought the Michael Jackson's tape * tapes were much cheaper I suppose?? * Black or White was the first song I listened to.. I think??

I remember how I would watch his videos over and over just so I could see how he danced.. I'm always amazed by the turns that he does and I've tried doing it but failed miserably * not as talented as him ma.. or maybe I was just doing it wrongly?? *

As time goes by, there were more and more upcoming singers and I think people started forgetting bout him or rather people started making fun of him, the press even calls him " Wacko Jacko " * I know I make fun of people from time to time but making fun of this man who was super talented was just wrong.. well at least to me *

So when I heard he had passed away via Msn, I was shocked! I ran downstairs to turn the tv on just so I could watch the news on E News! You see all programs on E News and even on CNN, they had a special program dedicated to him and they showed people gathering in front of his house. Some or Most of them were crying hysterically.

While watching that, I said to myself " When the person has passed away, NOW you talked about how great and talented he is but when he was still alive, YOU PEOPLE WERE MAKING FUN OF HIM " * Human behavior are hard to understand as we tend to contradict most of the time* I think if you truly appreciate someone you wouldn't make fun of that person..
* fine, I'll admit that I do make fun of ppl whom I appreciate but then my friends would understand that I was just teasing and vice versa *



Anyways, I watched This Is It yesterday with my classmates. I was still amazed with his dance moves and deep down I was singing to his songs * didn't want to sing out loud... later hit the wrong note habis, later everyone in the cinema look at me... memalukan je hahahahaah * :D



The only prob I had with the show was the song " Man in the mirror " at the end wasn't LONG enough! I <3>



Back to the topic, if the concert were to go on it would have been a GREAT one! I wouldn't miss it for the world * cheh, I stay damn far leh.. the concert is at London * XD












ps/ wouldn't mind watching it again :)



pps/ this post was done yesterday but it wasn't completed.. since I'm at the library now watching " The Incredible " and there's a computer here.. Might as well finish it * wink wink *