My "2012"

Know how ppl are saying 2012 is coming soon!



It's really gonna happen this time! * pfffftttt, yea like I've never heard that one before! *



My personal "2012" is coming on the 2nd December 2009




The " 2012 " also means my FINALS!



I finished my trials today and boy am I glad it's my TRIALS and not FINALS



I still have time to buck up for my upcoming papers :D * yay for me! means plenty of time to practice and study! *



At the same time, I don't want to see my marks for trials cause I know I didn't do it properly and I wasn't serious bout the exams at all! *



Guess ppl like me need to go for a try out just to know how it'll turn out cause if it was final.. Only one word could sum it up * I think you know where I'm heading to *




Yes, yes you've guessed it! It's " FAIL "





So I'm thankful that it's only Trials but at the same time it kind of hurts to see my results :'(




So it's time to pull my socks up!!











Being RANDOM!!


(Conversation with the brain) * Think military *




Me (Sargent) : What's your target lieutenant??!!!


Brain : V.H.P with congrats ma'am * shivers *


Me : I can't hear you!! * to the face* What's your target??!!!


Brain : V.H.P WITH CONGRATS MA'AM!!


Me : GOOD! Now you can have a rest then start studying! You got me??!!!


Brain : Yes Ma'am! * runs away *




















ps/ think I took the wrong course :( not good!!

Seriously wrong..

Trials starts tomorrow



And I'm sitting down watching the CSI Sunday Marathon!



What's wrong with me???!! Why do I feel so demotivated??



Just yesterday I was reading my notes on Ayam Belanda * that's Turkey in Malay, tho it's referring to the chicken Turkey not country! *



I fell asleep! ASLEEP!!!! * damn the cabai man! *



Tho I'm not sure if you call it sleeping when you're brain is running through the notes that you've just read!



When I went out with my parents, my brain was practically scanning through the notes I've read for the past few days and when I'm at home reading it..



Nothing is going into my brain! Nothing!! * with the hand gesture and the Indian accent! Think Russell Peters *





There's something wrong with me.. Seriously...

Numb

Exams are really near!



I somewhat feel NUMB! * no wait, actually I don't know what I'm feeling really.. *




Feeling rather confused * aiyo! what's new la budak?? what's new?? you're always confused!! ish, you can't seem to make yourself NOT confused for once! *




Usually I'll be panicking and staying up trying to study till the weeee hours!




Lately I've been sleeping early, stress free and relax * feels like I'm on a holiday at the beach! ;)*




I don't even feel worried bout the exams but.......




I'm worried bout the fact that I'm not worried bout my exams at all * get me?? *




Is it normal to feel that way?? * please please say yes!!!! so that I won't feel soo bad *

Peekaboo!

Sarah Jean Gan was born on the 16th November 2009 at Assunta Hospital at the time 2135

She weights 3.455 kg

I can't wait to see you again!

Lots of Love! * kisses *

Can't wait to see you!

There' ll be an additional baby girl to the Gan Family soon! * woot woot *



1. Still can't believe my brother will be a dad * please don't teach her how to play computer games and please send her for ballet class. k k?? ok agreed! XD*


2. Still can't believe my parents will be GRANDPARENTS * LMAO! I'll like to see what they'll do! *


3. Can't believe my sister and I would be AUNTS * yea la, I know we have nephews and nieces but it's different?? LOL bongoknya!! *


4. I can't wait to manjakan you! * that's what aunts do right right??? *


5. I can't believe I'm having exams soon * so not relevant but yea just wanted to say it :( *



I shall see you tomorrow!! * that's if you plan on coming out tommorow! *

















ps/ do come out already, you're making your mother very uncomfortable * LMAO *

Start Your Engines!!

I have to start studying ASAP!


Been trying to get my brain to start its engine * so far no luck! *


The motivation to start studying hasn't kicked in yet! * sobs sobs *


Trials in 2 weeks and finals are in 3 weeks


So baby, please work with your mama! * you'll get a very long break after the exams *



Don't fail me yea * pets head.. cheh I'm talking to the brain as if it's alive of something.. think I'm officially crazy *



I think!! * ROFLMAO *











ps/ you need to work extra hard, want to maintain my grades!

Read my mind???

Parents left for Genting in the morning * why Genting??? *

Before they left Mum came to the room told me the usual stuffs

I was thinking like " I could grab some food or prob drop by One Utama to meet some friends"

Then she said " DON'T YOU EVER TAKE THE CAR OUT TO GO ANYWHERE "

* damn it! as if she was reading my mind or prob my face just gave it away! must be the stupid grin*

She even made me promise her!!! * aiyo, how can my own mum not trust me?? I'm her daughter, I've been a very good girl (bats eyelashes) LMAO perasan gile!! *

So I guess I'm stuck at home * not that I mind, home or rather my room is my favourite spot! *

ps/ I have to start studying! Trials in 2 weeks Finals in 3 weeks! * boo hoo *